Hi, I'm Samantha. I used to be Sam, but that all changed. I've been told to tell you about it. I've got a very demanding editor, as you'll come to see, so i dare not leave out any details... except the ones that arent personally humiliating to me.
I recently became a wife to a very beautiful and dominant woman, but only after a long period of her teaching and guiding me in how to be the person in most special relationship of my life.
I met Jamie about 4 years ago... she moved in with me when she didnt have a place to stay. We had sex the first week she was there but not after that... I really wanted to be her boyfriend, but she didnt feel quite the same. She did say it was okay for her to stay without paying rent and for me to buy her meals and gifts, and she also felt free to hang around the apartment in any state of undress.
I thought these were pretty good indications she was going to be mine, especially since she had slept with me before, but she never stopped dating guys, and eventually she started bringing her dates by our place and you can imagine how that made me feel. It seemed like her dates werent bothered by my presence and didnt even worry about my place in her life... they focused their attention on Jamie. I couldnt help but notice she was much louder with these men than she had been with me, after all she invariably forgot to close her bedroom door when she was mating.
It only took a half dozen times of me having to endure the sight of her mounted to her large boyfriends before i decided i had had enough. There was something so strangely terrifying in the way her sex stretched around the larger cocks that scared me stiff. It was as if i knew she couldnt enjoy my sex as much. Jamie was mad when i asked her to go... I dont think she has ever truely forgiven me... she used to be so sweet. But, if that was all we wouldnt have a story.
We made arrangements for her to stay with a friend... by the time that fell through she had a steady boyfriend she said she was in love with. Unfortunately he wasnt as much a gentleman as i and kicked her straight onto the street one day for absolutely no reason, she assured me.
I was appalled. Since she had moved out i had gotten a one bedroom apartment, which wasnt ideally suited for a roommate, but by the time our conversation was over i found that i had thought to invite her to stay with me. She seemed geniunley surprised by the offer, but luckily it turned out that she happened to be in my town and nearby, and even had her things with her. She showed up looking better than ever. We did have to move most of my stuff into storage the first day she was there, to make room for her things.
Since there was only one bed, i started sleeping on the couch to give her privacy. I was pleased to notice she still didnt mind being in any state of undress before me.
I even thought we were going to get back together. I thought it was a sign she was showing me we were back together when she kissed me while i bought her a new outfit after she had let slip her finances werent that great (since she was out of work) She was happy enough with me, i think. I would cook her food after i had straightened up the place and try to get all our laundry done (she had a lot more than me) before i had to get sleep for the next day at work.
I started working a little overtime in the next month to pay for the higher bills that came from having a roomate. By that time we were sleeping together. Not having sex, silly, but she let me sleep in my bed with her... since it was kingsize. it was thrilling to lay awake at night beside her. I have to confess that a few times i would touch her... touch her body and think back to having sex with her and how beautiful she was. I wouldnt have to masturbate when i did this, i just stroked my cock once or twice and id come. Of course i knew Jamie was still dating guys. Often she wouldnt be home at night and i'd be sleeping there alone. This is when i started the panty sniffing... it was only because i was doing her laundry anyways and i missed her when she was gone. Somehow i found how pleasant it was to hold the crotch of her panties to my nose and fill it with her scent. Very quickly my perversion led me to take the panties to bed with me and sniff Jamies' scent while i masturbated. One night, for a reason i cant explain, after i had come, and in my sleepy state, i slipped the panties on. That was probably the start of my downfall.
The next morning i was awoken by a sharp pain
"Ooowwwwwww!"
I bolted up and looked, there was Jamie. She was looking at me with contempt and crossness... in fact she has just twisted my testicle without mercy to wake me up. "What are you doing, you fucking pervert!!" she screamed "You're violating my trust!!" Jamie again grabbed my testicles through the panties into her hand- and this time squeezed- without holding back.
I screamed in real pain and embarassement also. That's when she slapped me so hard i stopped making a noise, I felt my teeth and jaw knocked almost out of my mouth and i litterally flew over and fell onto the floor. I even saw stars and felt pain in my face and balls, then i was aware she was stepping on me, holding me down with her foot.
"This is how you repay me for staying with you?" she sneered in contempt. I didnt know what to say, i was beyond shocked, i couldnt even be angry at her i was so outside myself... but the way she looked at me! I felt horrible! i felt shame spread thoughout me like a cancer- i dont even know why i had the stupid panties on.
I started to cry. Jamie looked surprised, but still held me down with he strong leg. For a second she didnt say anything, only let me cry a little until i had almost stopped. Then she said "of course im going to have to stay with one of my boyfriends now" and that made me cry all over again... i couldnt even get up off the floor cause she was still holding me down! I felt like much less than a man there in her panties as she informed me she was done with me for good.
"I'm s-sorry Jamie" I blubbered- and then i did a strange thing. For some reason, almost as if i could think of no other way to apologize for being such a freak, i bent my neck up and kissed the foot that was pressing my chest into the floor. Jamie looked very surprised when i did that.
"You're in love with me arent you?" she asked suddenely.
For some reason that made me cry... but of course i was in love with her.
"That's kind of gross" she said "You're a sissy. You werent good in bed and now you're wearing my panties cause you cant get laid and obsess on me?" she almost spat
"I'm sorry Jamie" I said, still pinned beneath her foot as she looked down from over the bedside. I saw a look of absolute disgust cross her face, then she said, "You want a chance?"
"Yes, please Jamie... I'm so sorry.... I promise it wont happen again" She laughed out loud, but maliciously
"Oh yes it will!" she promised "Because if i stay here you are going to wear nothing but panties from now on... i think that's a fair lesson" I almost missed the next part as she continued as i was floored by the strangeness of that statement, but then i realised she was saying i was to be punished in addition to being commited to the rules of my new lesson.
"I said, do you agree?" she repeated herself "... wh- what?"
"I'm going to punish you now for what you did to me..." she looked very cold as she spoke slowly.
"If you submit to me... I'll stay" she finished simply. Something about the tone of her voice caused my penis to stir beneath the silken panties, i found myself agreeing, and despite the pain still in my senses i thought we were fixing to do something sexual.
Jamie put her bare foot in my face and gave me instructions.
"As punishment you are going to lick my foot untill i tell you to stop, if you miss a stroke, i promise you im moving out." I had never been into foot sex, but it sounded pretty kinky for me to lick her feet. My little cock had stiffened to full hardness now and i started licking her feet... even though they were smelly and somewhat sweaty.
"Now for the punishment, you pervert" she said and her other foot dug into my groin, and she literally stepped on my balls. I almost bit my toungue off and she jammed her foot hard onto my face as if to remind me that if i stopped licking the deal was over... but it hurt so much as heeled my testicles! My little erection had died instantly and i found that i was crying again as i licked up and down her foot.
I dont know what in the world kept me at it while she literally squashed my balls with the sole of her foot, but suddenly i heard her say, "stop" and she stopped torturing me... i looked at her for a second, the vision blurred by tears, but i could see her smiling cruelly now, and she was glowing with pleasure... however i rolled over and threw up on my carpet... i was covered with sweat as i heard her leaving through the front door. She hadnt said a word since she hurt me.
That was the true first day of our relationship. True to her word she did come back... although she was furious this time that i wasnt wearing panties. She actually slapped me once, hard, and even made me start to cry again. I did submit and put on a lacy pair of silk panties. That's all i wore that night doing housework. For some reason by 7 i had a hardon that never went away. Jamie chuckled at my "little stiffie" in my panties but otherwise ignored me as i did my chores. For some reason the fact that she hurt me physically a few times made me swoon with desire for her... at least in that i felt she was more beautiful than ever... but i was also very angry in a way. I didnt say anything, and i certainly didnt understand why she insisted i wear panties both at the apartment, and under my clothes when i went out. One night she said it was so i wouldnt be tempted to cheat on her! That was hillarious, especially since she had met a guy that was her steady lover. His name was Alan. She had even made a point of letting slip how large his penis was, for some strange reason, almost as if she was making of point of rubbing the comparison in my face.
It was very hard to sleep beside her (in my panties of course) knowing that her beautiful body belonged to a guy named Alan, whom i had never met. That would change, of course, but back then i started to hound her for attention. I was making obvious passes at her, almost begging her for sex. She was very patient in letting me demine myself like that for several weeks. It almost seemed like she was encouraging it even though she obviously wasnt since she never relented to my advances.
But it was very hard for me... especially when she wanted me to groom her, like shaving her legs Noticing how i would stare at her open pussy she would laugh playfully and tease me by running a wet finger across my nose after she had touched it. that's when i got my name
"Does Samantha wanna lick my pretty pussy?" "But i have a boyfriend" She'd complain "even though your a sissy he wouldnt want you doing anything with me. You're my roomate"
So she would stay gone, most of the time, while i stayed home and did the usual chores. She would come by and hang when she wanted to be taken out to dinner and Alan wasnt around. For some reason i kept to her rules about wearing the panties. Never after the day she slapped me the second time, did i put on a pair of mens underwear.
I started to miss her cause she was gone more than she was there, I even dared tell her about it. She seemed to consider what i had said and turned to me. "Well Samantha (she never used my real name anymore) I have deliberitely kept you away from life with Alan cause i know you have a thing for me and i dont want you to ruin the good things in my life. But if you can act maturely about it i may introduce you to him and perhaps i wont have to spend all my time at his place."
Im not sure exactly what she meant but i agreed that i could accept that Allan was her boyfriend. Somehow it was then settled that i would take all three of us out and i could try and win Alans approval. Well, this was the first night of me treating the couple to a night on the town, but it soon became my common function with them. Alan was actually a nice guy, even if a little condescending. He seemed to make it a point to grope Jamie in public much more than i thought appropriate, but Jamie pointed out it was probably all the drinks i was always buying him that kept him randy.
That first night out also set up the framework of what was to become a unique relationship in other ways. After Jamie and Allan decided we had partied on the town enough, i drove us all home. When we got home Jamie let me know i couldnt sleep in the bed that night, of course, so i hit the couch... of course i left the panties on. Again Jamie forgot to close the door, and this night she was so loud i know the neigbors knew she was having sex.
That would have been okay except for the strange truck still parked in our driveway. Eventually i fell asleep during thier lovemaking. I woke up one time later and found that my sheet was missing. I later found that after thier sex Jamie had taken it cause there's had gotten so soaked. She assured me then, with a laugh, that Alan said "he'd never have to worry about being jealous over you, once he saw you sleeping in your cute panties. He says he'll call you Samantha too from now on, seeing your little dinky... he thinks it suits you!" This didnt affect me as much as you think due to the events of that "first" morning... certainly that morning represented another threshold that i crossed that took me someplace i had no way of defending against... due to my love for Jamie.
When i woke up that morning the sun was shining thru the window. I was woken up by the sounds of Jamie being sexed by her lover again. it was Saturday, my day off, but i knew from Alan that he had to work this morning. I was surprised he was still around... for about ten minutes i listened carefully... i couldnt help not to! I could clearly hear the actual sound of his cock penetrating the girl i loved. For some strange reason my little cock rose to full hardness in my panties. I found myself sneaking over to the door and peering in. My cock twitched in its silken sheath as i first laid eyes on Jamie and Alan. He was muscular and strong, pinning her small frame beneath him. I was amazed at the size of his cock as it penetrated Jamies willing pussy. She was so wet you could see her flow... her legs were locked around him. I stood hypnotised as Alan sped his pace. He gave her something i could never offer her, i knew as i watched her cum beneath him, and before i knew it, i was watching his balls flex and saw his cock pumping into her pussy. I had never actually come inside her the time we had sex as she had provided me with a condom, and as i watched Allan fill her unprotected womb with his seed i came myself. This shocked me out of my stupor, and i left the door, went to the bathroom and changed my messy panties. I also put pants on so Allan wouldnt see what i had to wear as he left... after all there were only two rooms in the place, so i couldnt hide. There came a irritated knock at the door as Allan tried to get in. "Hey, Samantha, get out of there! I'm running late!"
So 5 minutes later Alan was out the door, but i hadnt heard anything from Jamie. Because she encouraged me to wear only my panties, i slipped my pants back off and headed towards the open door of the bedroom. my new panties were already wetted by my precum and i dont know if my little cock had ever been so hard as i approached the room. When i got to the door Jamie was lying there looking straight at me. She was naked, of course, lying on her back, still glowing with sweat. Her legs were spread carelessly and i stared straight at her just used pussy. It was red, very open and i could see Allans cum dripping out down from her pussy to slicken the crack of her ass and her beautiful butthole. When i saw her wet asshole i jerked up nervously and again she was staring at me. For a second it was silent as i tried to think of some small talk, something to get her to let me stay and look at her lying like that for just a few seconds longer. There was something so powerful about the way she looked just then that i was loathe to be chased away, but it was her who first broke the silence.
"You know what i liked about sex with you" she murmmered
I was surprised by that... I wouldnt think shed be thinking about sex with me after what i had just seen... maybe she didnt need such a large man after all to fufill her, maybe there was a chance she'd let Alan go. "What?" "When you went down on me that night... it felt really good. Much better than you fucking me. You had a nice toungue" she said dreamily. For some reason that sounded like the strangest thing to say as she lay there with Alans seed driping from her wet pussy as i stood watching from the doorway, my confused dick leaking drops into the silky fabric that covered it.
The next thing she said really got my attention "You want me so much more than Allan does..."
She had realised it! I nodded.
"You'd do anything for me wouldnt you Samantha?" even though she still didnt use my name my heart leapt in my chest, "Yes, anything..." i promised.
"You'd be my girlfriend?" she asked.
I was confused, what was she talking about "You know i already have a boyfriend" she said as if in explanation. "What do you mean?"
"Well, girlfriends can do things for each other, Stephanie, and it doesnt count as cheating on the boyfriend... If you want my body- you can be my girlfriend" and she stretched a little, her breasts driving me crazy, the nipples hard, her movement making the leak from her pussy run a little faster as a fresh flow of cum ran down her crack.
She was looking straight at me again when i looked up.
"If you want me... go down on my pussy right now..." I stared at her, i thought she was joking.
"It's now or never" she said, seeing my expression "If you eat me out now... I'll let you be my girlfriend and you can go down on me from time to time. Obviously i dont need your little dick, so really this is all i can offer you..." She was grinning slightly "Come on, Samantha, show me how much you love me... suck another mans cum from my pussy!" She had laid it on the line with that. What she really wanted was for me to humiliate myself by having to kneal there before her in panties as I swallowed the load of her well endowed lover. I still to this day dont know why I fell to my knees before her, but her lustful wicked smile when my mouth first touched her vulva made butterflies run rampant in my stomach.
As my toungue first stirred in the sperm of her lover i knew i had turned into nothing more than her little sissy pussy boy whose future was to clean up after her lovers and do all the things for her a loving wife would do for a dominating husband. From that moment as i started to swallow and eat her we both knew what my place was... almost symbollically the depravity of my submition turned her on to the point her pussy surged and suddenly more of Allans come than i thought possible was being fed into my mouth by her now coming pussy. It was the first time I heard her make the kind of noise she made with her other boyfriends... not as much a breathless and forced sound, but a very sexy moaning which somehow made me feel proud, even though I lay in panties eating her real man's load of seed from her unprotected pussy.
I didnt want to lose my manhood, but I loved Jamie more than anything and i couldnt help but please her in whatever she wanted. I had no idea how far she would take it... in fact i didnt think, at the time, that she could get any more extreme... but i was wrong. Eating her mans creampie that first time was just the start of my true relationship with Jamie. From then on she treated me as completely her properity and we both knew and understood there was litterally nothing she could do that would be too much for me to endure, to please her.
Allan came over all the time after that, and I paid for thier expenses before I drove them home for their lovemaking. Eventually I had to start hanging out in my panties around the house, even in front of him, as Jamie had insisted. She told me that she had explained to him that I was simply a crossdresser and that she tolerated it. However they both enjoyed immensely making fun of my small hardons compared to Allan, who now was comfortable hanging out as naked as Jamie liked to. It was a strange affair, two lovers and the girl's girlfriend who's panties were helplessly tented all the time with a little erection. I'm not sure if Allan knew at all, but everytime he left after making love to Jamie, she would lay there silently until I inevitably looked in on her. I dont even know why I started doing it or coming to her everytime, but we both knew that she wouldnt get up until I laid between her legs and sucked her lovers load sweetly from her orgasming cunt. Jamie never used protection and all the while i was eating Allans cum she would wonder aloud about what the seed was doing to her fertile womb... in hindsite I suppose it was more shocking that it took so long for her to get pregnant than the fact that she did, indeed, soon turn up pregnant with Allan's child. I cried by myself after she told me, but I didnt realise what this new change would do to my own life.
How could i ever dream the things that eventually led me, begging on my knees with Allans cum shining on my cheek, for her to take me as her wife (not husband) and raise their child as my own. You see, she had agreed she needed to be married to raise the child, but her and Allan broke up and she confessed in me that i could never be a man to her, or husband...
I guess it was me that first thought maybe i could then be a wife instead... although, some to think about it, she was the one who first mentioned it and, in hindsite, she had planted all the ideas in my head. That's obvious just from thinking back to the first time Jamie, my mother and I sat around and had a bit of a heart to heart talk about the future (She was still with Allan at the time and what she told my mother about the relationship was a shock... I realised that she didnt love him at all... in fact that was the night she admitted she was going to drop him) Then again, so many of the things that happened during that conversation were a shock... I mean would you expect to ever drop your pants at your girlfriends instruction so your mom could see your panties? And can you imagine the embarassement of your mom and girlfriend openely commenting on how your aching erection was simply not large enough to fufill a woman's needs to satisfaction? Well, that's just the circumstance I found myself in, but mistress (Jamie... after all, I'm the wife) tells me she has to potty now, so i will have to finish this after i've attended to my wifely duties. If she only has to pee, maybe it wont take me too long and i can come right back...
Now that I've started this confessional, i can see why mistress (and my mother) said it would be good for me. I'm scared by the fact that mother insists on sharing it with my whole family, but the women are insistant, so there's nothing i can do So I will tell you the rest when Jamie is done using my mouth as a toilet... both her and my mother agree that is something a wife must do for his woman. After enough punishment from them, i had to agree too.
Ta ta for now, next time ill tell you about Jamie's pregnancy, Allan using me a surrogate for sex, how my mother came into the picture, futher punishments, our marraige, Jamie's new lovers and pregnancy prediciments, and all that came after... although, by the time im finished you will agree with everyone else that im not a man anymore and i should just go ahead and admit it and do the shocking thing that mother and Jamie wish of me.
-Samantha
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I recently became a wife to a very beautiful and dominant woman, but only after a long period of her teaching and guiding me in how to be the person in most special relationship of my life.
I met Jamie about 4 years ago... she moved in with me when she didnt have a place to stay. We had sex the first week she was there but not after that... I really wanted to be her boyfriend, but she didnt feel quite the same. She did say it was okay for her to stay without paying rent and for me to buy her meals and gifts, and she also felt free to hang around the apartment in any state of undress.
I thought these were pretty good indications she was going to be mine, especially since she had slept with me before, but she never stopped dating guys, and eventually she started bringing her dates by our place and you can imagine how that made me feel. It seemed like her dates werent bothered by my presence and didnt even worry about my place in her life... they focused their attention on Jamie. I couldnt help but notice she was much louder with these men than she had been with me, after all she invariably forgot to close her bedroom door when she was mating.
It only took a half dozen times of me having to endure the sight of her mounted to her large boyfriends before i decided i had had enough. There was something so strangely terrifying in the way her sex stretched around the larger cocks that scared me stiff. It was as if i knew she couldnt enjoy my sex as much. Jamie was mad when i asked her to go... I dont think she has ever truely forgiven me... she used to be so sweet. But, if that was all we wouldnt have a story.
We made arrangements for her to stay with a friend... by the time that fell through she had a steady boyfriend she said she was in love with. Unfortunately he wasnt as much a gentleman as i and kicked her straight onto the street one day for absolutely no reason, she assured me.
I was appalled. Since she had moved out i had gotten a one bedroom apartment, which wasnt ideally suited for a roommate, but by the time our conversation was over i found that i had thought to invite her to stay with me. She seemed geniunley surprised by the offer, but luckily it turned out that she happened to be in my town and nearby, and even had her things with her. She showed up looking better than ever. We did have to move most of my stuff into storage the first day she was there, to make room for her things.
Since there was only one bed, i started sleeping on the couch to give her privacy. I was pleased to notice she still didnt mind being in any state of undress before me.
I even thought we were going to get back together. I thought it was a sign she was showing me we were back together when she kissed me while i bought her a new outfit after she had let slip her finances werent that great (since she was out of work) She was happy enough with me, i think. I would cook her food after i had straightened up the place and try to get all our laundry done (she had a lot more than me) before i had to get sleep for the next day at work.
I started working a little overtime in the next month to pay for the higher bills that came from having a roomate. By that time we were sleeping together. Not having sex, silly, but she let me sleep in my bed with her... since it was kingsize. it was thrilling to lay awake at night beside her. I have to confess that a few times i would touch her... touch her body and think back to having sex with her and how beautiful she was. I wouldnt have to masturbate when i did this, i just stroked my cock once or twice and id come. Of course i knew Jamie was still dating guys. Often she wouldnt be home at night and i'd be sleeping there alone. This is when i started the panty sniffing... it was only because i was doing her laundry anyways and i missed her when she was gone. Somehow i found how pleasant it was to hold the crotch of her panties to my nose and fill it with her scent. Very quickly my perversion led me to take the panties to bed with me and sniff Jamies' scent while i masturbated. One night, for a reason i cant explain, after i had come, and in my sleepy state, i slipped the panties on. That was probably the start of my downfall.
The next morning i was awoken by a sharp pain
"Ooowwwwwww!"
I bolted up and looked, there was Jamie. She was looking at me with contempt and crossness... in fact she has just twisted my testicle without mercy to wake me up. "What are you doing, you fucking pervert!!" she screamed "You're violating my trust!!" Jamie again grabbed my testicles through the panties into her hand- and this time squeezed- without holding back.
I screamed in real pain and embarassement also. That's when she slapped me so hard i stopped making a noise, I felt my teeth and jaw knocked almost out of my mouth and i litterally flew over and fell onto the floor. I even saw stars and felt pain in my face and balls, then i was aware she was stepping on me, holding me down with her foot.
"This is how you repay me for staying with you?" she sneered in contempt. I didnt know what to say, i was beyond shocked, i couldnt even be angry at her i was so outside myself... but the way she looked at me! I felt horrible! i felt shame spread thoughout me like a cancer- i dont even know why i had the stupid panties on.
I started to cry. Jamie looked surprised, but still held me down with he strong leg. For a second she didnt say anything, only let me cry a little until i had almost stopped. Then she said "of course im going to have to stay with one of my boyfriends now" and that made me cry all over again... i couldnt even get up off the floor cause she was still holding me down! I felt like much less than a man there in her panties as she informed me she was done with me for good.
"I'm s-sorry Jamie" I blubbered- and then i did a strange thing. For some reason, almost as if i could think of no other way to apologize for being such a freak, i bent my neck up and kissed the foot that was pressing my chest into the floor. Jamie looked very surprised when i did that.
"You're in love with me arent you?" she asked suddenely.
For some reason that made me cry... but of course i was in love with her.
"That's kind of gross" she said "You're a sissy. You werent good in bed and now you're wearing my panties cause you cant get laid and obsess on me?" she almost spat
"I'm sorry Jamie" I said, still pinned beneath her foot as she looked down from over the bedside. I saw a look of absolute disgust cross her face, then she said, "You want a chance?"
"Yes, please Jamie... I'm so sorry.... I promise it wont happen again" She laughed out loud, but maliciously
"Oh yes it will!" she promised "Because if i stay here you are going to wear nothing but panties from now on... i think that's a fair lesson" I almost missed the next part as she continued as i was floored by the strangeness of that statement, but then i realised she was saying i was to be punished in addition to being commited to the rules of my new lesson.
"I said, do you agree?" she repeated herself "... wh- what?"
"I'm going to punish you now for what you did to me..." she looked very cold as she spoke slowly.
"If you submit to me... I'll stay" she finished simply. Something about the tone of her voice caused my penis to stir beneath the silken panties, i found myself agreeing, and despite the pain still in my senses i thought we were fixing to do something sexual.
Jamie put her bare foot in my face and gave me instructions.
"As punishment you are going to lick my foot untill i tell you to stop, if you miss a stroke, i promise you im moving out." I had never been into foot sex, but it sounded pretty kinky for me to lick her feet. My little cock had stiffened to full hardness now and i started licking her feet... even though they were smelly and somewhat sweaty.
"Now for the punishment, you pervert" she said and her other foot dug into my groin, and she literally stepped on my balls. I almost bit my toungue off and she jammed her foot hard onto my face as if to remind me that if i stopped licking the deal was over... but it hurt so much as heeled my testicles! My little erection had died instantly and i found that i was crying again as i licked up and down her foot.
I dont know what in the world kept me at it while she literally squashed my balls with the sole of her foot, but suddenly i heard her say, "stop" and she stopped torturing me... i looked at her for a second, the vision blurred by tears, but i could see her smiling cruelly now, and she was glowing with pleasure... however i rolled over and threw up on my carpet... i was covered with sweat as i heard her leaving through the front door. She hadnt said a word since she hurt me.
That was the true first day of our relationship. True to her word she did come back... although she was furious this time that i wasnt wearing panties. She actually slapped me once, hard, and even made me start to cry again. I did submit and put on a lacy pair of silk panties. That's all i wore that night doing housework. For some reason by 7 i had a hardon that never went away. Jamie chuckled at my "little stiffie" in my panties but otherwise ignored me as i did my chores. For some reason the fact that she hurt me physically a few times made me swoon with desire for her... at least in that i felt she was more beautiful than ever... but i was also very angry in a way. I didnt say anything, and i certainly didnt understand why she insisted i wear panties both at the apartment, and under my clothes when i went out. One night she said it was so i wouldnt be tempted to cheat on her! That was hillarious, especially since she had met a guy that was her steady lover. His name was Alan. She had even made a point of letting slip how large his penis was, for some strange reason, almost as if she was making of point of rubbing the comparison in my face.
It was very hard to sleep beside her (in my panties of course) knowing that her beautiful body belonged to a guy named Alan, whom i had never met. That would change, of course, but back then i started to hound her for attention. I was making obvious passes at her, almost begging her for sex. She was very patient in letting me demine myself like that for several weeks. It almost seemed like she was encouraging it even though she obviously wasnt since she never relented to my advances.
But it was very hard for me... especially when she wanted me to groom her, like shaving her legs Noticing how i would stare at her open pussy she would laugh playfully and tease me by running a wet finger across my nose after she had touched it. that's when i got my name
"Does Samantha wanna lick my pretty pussy?" "But i have a boyfriend" She'd complain "even though your a sissy he wouldnt want you doing anything with me. You're my roomate"
So she would stay gone, most of the time, while i stayed home and did the usual chores. She would come by and hang when she wanted to be taken out to dinner and Alan wasnt around. For some reason i kept to her rules about wearing the panties. Never after the day she slapped me the second time, did i put on a pair of mens underwear.
I started to miss her cause she was gone more than she was there, I even dared tell her about it. She seemed to consider what i had said and turned to me. "Well Samantha (she never used my real name anymore) I have deliberitely kept you away from life with Alan cause i know you have a thing for me and i dont want you to ruin the good things in my life. But if you can act maturely about it i may introduce you to him and perhaps i wont have to spend all my time at his place."
Im not sure exactly what she meant but i agreed that i could accept that Allan was her boyfriend. Somehow it was then settled that i would take all three of us out and i could try and win Alans approval. Well, this was the first night of me treating the couple to a night on the town, but it soon became my common function with them. Alan was actually a nice guy, even if a little condescending. He seemed to make it a point to grope Jamie in public much more than i thought appropriate, but Jamie pointed out it was probably all the drinks i was always buying him that kept him randy.
That first night out also set up the framework of what was to become a unique relationship in other ways. After Jamie and Allan decided we had partied on the town enough, i drove us all home. When we got home Jamie let me know i couldnt sleep in the bed that night, of course, so i hit the couch... of course i left the panties on. Again Jamie forgot to close the door, and this night she was so loud i know the neigbors knew she was having sex.
That would have been okay except for the strange truck still parked in our driveway. Eventually i fell asleep during thier lovemaking. I woke up one time later and found that my sheet was missing. I later found that after thier sex Jamie had taken it cause there's had gotten so soaked. She assured me then, with a laugh, that Alan said "he'd never have to worry about being jealous over you, once he saw you sleeping in your cute panties. He says he'll call you Samantha too from now on, seeing your little dinky... he thinks it suits you!" This didnt affect me as much as you think due to the events of that "first" morning... certainly that morning represented another threshold that i crossed that took me someplace i had no way of defending against... due to my love for Jamie.
When i woke up that morning the sun was shining thru the window. I was woken up by the sounds of Jamie being sexed by her lover again. it was Saturday, my day off, but i knew from Alan that he had to work this morning. I was surprised he was still around... for about ten minutes i listened carefully... i couldnt help not to! I could clearly hear the actual sound of his cock penetrating the girl i loved. For some strange reason my little cock rose to full hardness in my panties. I found myself sneaking over to the door and peering in. My cock twitched in its silken sheath as i first laid eyes on Jamie and Alan. He was muscular and strong, pinning her small frame beneath him. I was amazed at the size of his cock as it penetrated Jamies willing pussy. She was so wet you could see her flow... her legs were locked around him. I stood hypnotised as Alan sped his pace. He gave her something i could never offer her, i knew as i watched her cum beneath him, and before i knew it, i was watching his balls flex and saw his cock pumping into her pussy. I had never actually come inside her the time we had sex as she had provided me with a condom, and as i watched Allan fill her unprotected womb with his seed i came myself. This shocked me out of my stupor, and i left the door, went to the bathroom and changed my messy panties. I also put pants on so Allan wouldnt see what i had to wear as he left... after all there were only two rooms in the place, so i couldnt hide. There came a irritated knock at the door as Allan tried to get in. "Hey, Samantha, get out of there! I'm running late!"
So 5 minutes later Alan was out the door, but i hadnt heard anything from Jamie. Because she encouraged me to wear only my panties, i slipped my pants back off and headed towards the open door of the bedroom. my new panties were already wetted by my precum and i dont know if my little cock had ever been so hard as i approached the room. When i got to the door Jamie was lying there looking straight at me. She was naked, of course, lying on her back, still glowing with sweat. Her legs were spread carelessly and i stared straight at her just used pussy. It was red, very open and i could see Allans cum dripping out down from her pussy to slicken the crack of her ass and her beautiful butthole. When i saw her wet asshole i jerked up nervously and again she was staring at me. For a second it was silent as i tried to think of some small talk, something to get her to let me stay and look at her lying like that for just a few seconds longer. There was something so powerful about the way she looked just then that i was loathe to be chased away, but it was her who first broke the silence.
"You know what i liked about sex with you" she murmmered
I was surprised by that... I wouldnt think shed be thinking about sex with me after what i had just seen... maybe she didnt need such a large man after all to fufill her, maybe there was a chance she'd let Alan go. "What?" "When you went down on me that night... it felt really good. Much better than you fucking me. You had a nice toungue" she said dreamily. For some reason that sounded like the strangest thing to say as she lay there with Alans seed driping from her wet pussy as i stood watching from the doorway, my confused dick leaking drops into the silky fabric that covered it.
The next thing she said really got my attention "You want me so much more than Allan does..."
She had realised it! I nodded.
"You'd do anything for me wouldnt you Samantha?" even though she still didnt use my name my heart leapt in my chest, "Yes, anything..." i promised.
"You'd be my girlfriend?" she asked.
I was confused, what was she talking about "You know i already have a boyfriend" she said as if in explanation. "What do you mean?"
"Well, girlfriends can do things for each other, Stephanie, and it doesnt count as cheating on the boyfriend... If you want my body- you can be my girlfriend" and she stretched a little, her breasts driving me crazy, the nipples hard, her movement making the leak from her pussy run a little faster as a fresh flow of cum ran down her crack.
She was looking straight at me again when i looked up.
"If you want me... go down on my pussy right now..." I stared at her, i thought she was joking.
"It's now or never" she said, seeing my expression "If you eat me out now... I'll let you be my girlfriend and you can go down on me from time to time. Obviously i dont need your little dick, so really this is all i can offer you..." She was grinning slightly "Come on, Samantha, show me how much you love me... suck another mans cum from my pussy!" She had laid it on the line with that. What she really wanted was for me to humiliate myself by having to kneal there before her in panties as I swallowed the load of her well endowed lover. I still to this day dont know why I fell to my knees before her, but her lustful wicked smile when my mouth first touched her vulva made butterflies run rampant in my stomach.
As my toungue first stirred in the sperm of her lover i knew i had turned into nothing more than her little sissy pussy boy whose future was to clean up after her lovers and do all the things for her a loving wife would do for a dominating husband. From that moment as i started to swallow and eat her we both knew what my place was... almost symbollically the depravity of my submition turned her on to the point her pussy surged and suddenly more of Allans come than i thought possible was being fed into my mouth by her now coming pussy. It was the first time I heard her make the kind of noise she made with her other boyfriends... not as much a breathless and forced sound, but a very sexy moaning which somehow made me feel proud, even though I lay in panties eating her real man's load of seed from her unprotected pussy.
I didnt want to lose my manhood, but I loved Jamie more than anything and i couldnt help but please her in whatever she wanted. I had no idea how far she would take it... in fact i didnt think, at the time, that she could get any more extreme... but i was wrong. Eating her mans creampie that first time was just the start of my true relationship with Jamie. From then on she treated me as completely her properity and we both knew and understood there was litterally nothing she could do that would be too much for me to endure, to please her.
Allan came over all the time after that, and I paid for thier expenses before I drove them home for their lovemaking. Eventually I had to start hanging out in my panties around the house, even in front of him, as Jamie had insisted. She told me that she had explained to him that I was simply a crossdresser and that she tolerated it. However they both enjoyed immensely making fun of my small hardons compared to Allan, who now was comfortable hanging out as naked as Jamie liked to. It was a strange affair, two lovers and the girl's girlfriend who's panties were helplessly tented all the time with a little erection. I'm not sure if Allan knew at all, but everytime he left after making love to Jamie, she would lay there silently until I inevitably looked in on her. I dont even know why I started doing it or coming to her everytime, but we both knew that she wouldnt get up until I laid between her legs and sucked her lovers load sweetly from her orgasming cunt. Jamie never used protection and all the while i was eating Allans cum she would wonder aloud about what the seed was doing to her fertile womb... in hindsite I suppose it was more shocking that it took so long for her to get pregnant than the fact that she did, indeed, soon turn up pregnant with Allan's child. I cried by myself after she told me, but I didnt realise what this new change would do to my own life.
How could i ever dream the things that eventually led me, begging on my knees with Allans cum shining on my cheek, for her to take me as her wife (not husband) and raise their child as my own. You see, she had agreed she needed to be married to raise the child, but her and Allan broke up and she confessed in me that i could never be a man to her, or husband...
I guess it was me that first thought maybe i could then be a wife instead... although, some to think about it, she was the one who first mentioned it and, in hindsite, she had planted all the ideas in my head. That's obvious just from thinking back to the first time Jamie, my mother and I sat around and had a bit of a heart to heart talk about the future (She was still with Allan at the time and what she told my mother about the relationship was a shock... I realised that she didnt love him at all... in fact that was the night she admitted she was going to drop him) Then again, so many of the things that happened during that conversation were a shock... I mean would you expect to ever drop your pants at your girlfriends instruction so your mom could see your panties? And can you imagine the embarassement of your mom and girlfriend openely commenting on how your aching erection was simply not large enough to fufill a woman's needs to satisfaction? Well, that's just the circumstance I found myself in, but mistress (Jamie... after all, I'm the wife) tells me she has to potty now, so i will have to finish this after i've attended to my wifely duties. If she only has to pee, maybe it wont take me too long and i can come right back...
Now that I've started this confessional, i can see why mistress (and my mother) said it would be good for me. I'm scared by the fact that mother insists on sharing it with my whole family, but the women are insistant, so there's nothing i can do So I will tell you the rest when Jamie is done using my mouth as a toilet... both her and my mother agree that is something a wife must do for his woman. After enough punishment from them, i had to agree too.
Ta ta for now, next time ill tell you about Jamie's pregnancy, Allan using me a surrogate for sex, how my mother came into the picture, futher punishments, our marraige, Jamie's new lovers and pregnancy prediciments, and all that came after... although, by the time im finished you will agree with everyone else that im not a man anymore and i should just go ahead and admit it and do the shocking thing that mother and Jamie wish of me.
-Samantha
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