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Hello all. I’ve been trying to slowly seduce my amazingly beautiful wife on becoming a literal Hotwife, ideally one who “dates” black men exclusively, so we can join in to this dynamic growing lifestyle.

Over time, this painfully slow process has involved introducing her to and getting her to watch and enjoy interracial porn and reading interracial erotica, which has been a success. I’ve bought her black dildos of varying sizes from big to huge, plus we roleplay various types of related fantasies involving these toys which she’s come to truly love as well, thankfully.

Additionally as a method towards my primary goal, I’ve done my best to reduce the amount of actual sex she and I have together, as far as fucking goes. I wanted her to become more reliant on her toys and masturbation, as well to associate the majority of her physical pleasures with black men and their impressive cocks via watching interracial porn as she plays with herself or as I use the black dildos on her instead. I’m thrilled to say that this effort has actually been another successful step on this journey.

For myself and I do imagine for a lot of us white guys, completing this step is easier to accomplish than some might initially think. In my own case at least, since my dick is not that’s large and quite frankly is slightly below the so called “average” size, like in reality a lot of us actually are. Plus, I definitely can’t last all that long inside her sexy body usually, so, realistically it’s not like she is missing much from us switching more to her big black dildos than having to suffer through relying on my quick trigger little dick anyways, lol.

She sincerely loves her dildo collection, and now freely admits what she had always denied in the past, that size DOES in fact MATTER to her. Bigger is definitely better! Watching her orgasm as she does now while playing with those pseudo cocks, makes me feel wonderful to witness her finally experiencing such bliss in the bedroom.

Having no said all this, now I feel given all the success I’ve had in getting her this far is an achievement, but, I don’t know what to do next however. I keep hoping she will either just come to me and tell me finally she wants to try having sex with a real black men instead of just using her toys to orgasm, or, that she will go out and cheat on me with black guys. I’d absolutely serious when I say I’d be thrilled and honored either way. But she hasn’t done either yet, and the wait and the desire I feel for this conclusion to becoming a Hotwife and Cuckold couple is killing me.

I’ve hinted, suggested and as I mentioned we’ve roleplayed all types of scenarios, but I’ll admit I haven’t come straight out and asked her to do this. It seems I always chicken out, and I keep thinking she should see where I want this to go ideally anyways so that I don’t need to ask her to do it. I’m lost but am extremely hopeful still. Btw, any help or suggestions any of you can offer me would honestly be greatly appreciated, more than you’ll ever know.

My years of experience and observation have proven to myself that there is no way I can compete with most black man sexually, and it seems very few white guys actually can, that’s just a fact and I accept and fully embrace this truth. I’m more than fine with being pussyfree even, as much as I love and am in awe of my wife and all pretty girls, I kind of feel that I do not really deserve the same kind of sexual encounters and opportunities many black guys do. Perhaps some of you out there’s can relate to my thoughts? I see the dramatic increase of interracial couples out there particularly between white girls and black guys everywhere today, and its continuing to grow. The future is going to look very different than the past for many couples and nothing will change this evolution. I see it as being truly inevitable and absolutely beautiful as well.