Megan laid on her back naked save for her sky-blue laced bra. She stared at the ceiling while her boyfriend, Alex was thrusting away trying in vain to please her. Grunting and moaning like all the men in all the porn he watched he knew he was losing the battle and that soon he would cum without his girlfriend getting anywhere near a moan of pleasure let alone an orgasm. 'Perhaps, I'll talk dirty to her,' Alex thought, 'It seems to work in porn.' "You're pussy feels so good, babe... Ohhh yeah... do you like the way I fuck you?" Megan knew perfectly well what he was doing and that it wouldn't get her off but she went along with it, after all, she was bored and had things to do.

"yes darling it feels sooooo good," Megan said in a seductive and convincing voice. Megan only had to sound convincing as Alex's face was now buried between the pillow and her neck.

"How does my big dick feel inside of you?"

Megan couldn't help but smile. She stopped staring at the ceiling turned her head to the bedside table and had a look at the condom wrapper sitting beside the lamp. In full capitals, the subheading read: "SNUG FIT" Megan had to stop herself from giggling, "Yes baby your... big dick feels amazing. I want you to cum for me now, are you close?"

"No. I won't cum today, I want you to."

Megan waited patiently and lovingly, Alex wouldn't last much longer. He pumped his small cock as hard as he could and a few moments later came inside the condom. As he came he lifted his head and arched his back. Megan always liked Alex's orgasm face he looked like he was sneezing while cross-eyed. For Megan, it was the most entertaining part of the 10-minute ordeal!

The young couple embraced for a minute before Alex retracted his semi-erect penis. The size of the condom did fit him girth-wise, the problem was his four-inch cock meant the excess was dangling off his cock and rocking forward and backward with the weight of his cum. Alex carefully took off the condom while Megan silently glared at her boyfriend's spectacularly unimpressive cock that had once again failed to satisfy the pussy it felt entitled to enter.

Alex went into the bathroom to wash up while Megan looked at the time and remembered she had a lunch date with her mum soon. She got up to get dressed and caught her reflection in the standing mirror. She started to examine her figure while she fixed her long brown hair. Sky blue eyes and porcelain white skin. She looked at her lips pressed them together and released as if applying lipstick. Megans' lips were her favorite attribute full and naturally red, they had a warm inviting look to them. She looked down at her body, full natural breasts and small pink nipples. She had womanly child-bearing hips that complimented her behind. She turned to one side to show her ass. She hated it when she was younger as she felt it was too big, now it seems her ass was in vogue. Alex would sometimes joke that he needs to keep black men away from her as she has everything they want in a white girl.

As Megan was finishing getting dressed when Alex came out of the bathroom. She looked at his naked body, skinny and somewhat underdeveloped. He was cute but in an unmanly effeminate way. He was gentle, empathetic, and nonthreatening. The sort of man who would make a reliable husband, who can be easily molded into the man a wife wanted.

Alex planted a sweet kiss on Megan's shoulder and hugged her from behind she let out a warm sigh, Alex was no Casanova in the bedroom but she did love how affectionate he was, "I'm going to meet my mum and sisters now, babe."

"Okay, do you need dinner tonight?"

"Hmmm... I'm not sure, we're only planning on lunch but you know what my mum is like, we could end up in a nightclub," Megan joked.

At 19 Megan was the youngest of three girls. Sandra, her mother had become a bit of a party animal now that her child-raising days were over.

"Okay well let me know what your plans are so I know whether to cook for you or not, and when you come back we err...might go for round two?"

"Maybe but not likely Alex was a one-a-day man.

Alex and Megan had been dating for a year, Alex was 23 and they met while working at the same Cafe. They have been living together for a few months now and Megan was a first-year student at the local university. Alex had a few short-lived romances in the past but Alex was Megan's first. For the past year, Megan had told herself that the sex was going to get better in time, but this reassurance was beginning to wear thin and her sexual frustration saw no end in sight.

Megan got on the bus toward the town center at about midday, she had to look around for a seat. As she did she caught the eye of some black teens who were nonchalantly eyeing her up and down. They didn't look away and could not have cared less that Megan had "caught" them looking.

"There's always a seat here, girl," one of them said with a smile while patting his crotch.

Feeling a bit intimidated she broke eye contact and looked to her left saw the stairs to the top deck and decided to head up. While still in earshot Megan could hear the youths brag about how she had been thinking about it.

The top deck was empty except for a few people right at the front. Megan sat down and replayed the last minute in her head. 'Assholes,' she thought to herself, 'How could they be so juvenile in this day and age? Maybe I should slap that smirk off his face... that'll show him... or kick him in the balls... they were manspreading too!' Megan had started a feminist class at university and had begun to apply their teachings in the real world, something Alex quietly disapproved of. 'Well, I guess I couldn't hit them, they could overpower me if they wanted." Megan began to think about it as a fantasy turned sexual. She imagined what they would do to her, she closed her eyes and fantasized and allowed her imagination to reveal itself:

"HEY YOU!" Megan yelled as she raised her hand to slap the teen. The Young black man quickly grabbed her striking wrist and pulled her toward him onto his lap.

"What do you think you're doing bitch," the man said in her ear, "Do you think you can hit me and get away with it?"

"I didn't hit you!"

"Nah, but you wanted to, didn't you," he said with his hand on her neck.

"No, I want you to let me go!"

"I don't think that's what you want at all. You feminists think you're above the law and go around threatening and hitting men. I know that limp dick boyfriend of yours can't fuck that is why you became a feminist hell everyone on this here bus knows it" Megan looked around the crowded bus to find everyone laughing and nodding in agreement. The youth stood up and Megan fell on the floor in the gangway. Now released she tried to stand up only for the youth to push her down by her shoulders, "I'll give you what you want, white girl. I know what you need because if your white boy was giving it to you, you wouldn't be taking that feminist class in college and that need not your feminist bullshit is why your here. You want to try a big cock, at last... a big black one... just like your mother and sister get!"

"N... no," Megan tried to deny it. Megan was at a loss for words. He knew her darkest inner thoughts somehow, she had advertised in some way not knowing it but everyone on the bus saw it, and now these black teens were...

"Shall, I get my cock out," the youth asked?

The crowd jeered loudly, "I think she's tired of small dick, tiny whiteboi dick," The crowd roared with laughter.

"Well Okay then," the youth began to unzip his trousers. Megan could feel her heart pounding. She was terrified but thrilled at the ordeal. She could feel a pulsating wave of pleasure running through her body as the youth reached into his trousers Megan was breathing faster and faster as her pleasure at what she was about to see became more intense. She found herself aching in anticipation for what the youth and what he was about to show her.

"Fuck her until she's sore," a heckler in the crowd yelled out.

"She wants black dick," said another.

She could feel her mouth water, she pressed her thick lips together knowing they would finally be put to good use by a man, a teenager, "It's time for you to go black, white girl!"

*Ding*

Megan received a text message and snapped out of her daydream. She had been clenching her vaginal muscles without even knowing it. Moments ago she was in ecstasy and on the verge of climax and now nothing. She looked around the bus to see if anyone was looking at her. 'What the fuck was that?' Megan questioned herself, "I... I nearly came from a fantasy... a fantasy about being degraded and dominated by a black teen, man!' She was annoyed not at herself she's a feminist who can think about what she likes, she was annoyed at whoever it was that interrupted the most arousing fantasy she has ever had!

*Say Hi to everyone from me, xoxo*

Megan sighed, frustrationed, 'Typical that Alex should get in the way of my orgasm,' she told herself. But she could not deny the truth of it. Megan was feeling flustered and a bit guilty. She subconsciously belittled her boyfriend and was practically begging for someone else's cock. She decided not to go back into the daydream and avoided it by flicking through Alex's texts, now and again she would come across a dickpic he had sent.

*My big dick is waiting for you, babe xoxo*

She rolled her eyes, 'It is a bit on the small side, I guess... but size doesn't matter." What did annoy Megan was now looking at all the pictures together they were always accompanied by texts that suggested he was huge, 'Surely he must know he's small,' Megan pondered, "He buys his condoms online because the ones in the store are too big, does he think because he's my first I'm clueless?' Megan recounted the many times she was out with her girlfriends and they showed each other their boyfriends' dickpics. All much bigger than Alex. When it's Megan's turn, all the girls say things like "Aw, it's cute." of course this was no revelation to Megan, her mum had only dated black men after the divorce and recently her sister, Gemma had changed her preference to darker men, women talk naturally and she had heard plenty of stories.

To Megans' relief, the black teens had departed the bus at an earlier stop. She made her way into the high street where she met up with her mum, Sandra, and Gemma. It was a lovely spring day and the trio had lunch outside in a cafe. They caught up and talked about work and Megans' university course on African and Eastern social history.

"What's your professor like?" Sandra asked.

"Oh, he's lovely," Megan said, "He's from Ghana, I think. The way Professor Kofi teaches is amazing, he helps you understand the struggles Africa went through. He's quite handsome, too." Megan blushed, the white wine was getting to her.

"Careful sis, once you go black you don't go back," Gemma and Sandra looked at each other and bellowed with laughter, Megan went bright red.

"I don't think Alex would like that very much!" Sandra joked.

"I don't know..." Gemma trailed off.

"How is Alex anyway?"

"Oh, he's good, he must be at work now."

"How are you taking to living together? That's a big step in the relationship."

"It's going great, he's sweet."

"Any improvements in the bedroom situation, hun," Sandra asked. Over the Christmas break, Megan had let slip to her mum and sister that Alex had never given her an orgasm from sex.

"Still the same really, he tries his best," Megan answered honestly. She felt bad about talking about Alex's performance issues but she was growing impatient with him and perhaps they could offer some advice.

"So what's he doing wrong, Megan?" Gemma asked.

"It's that he's so gentle. Alex is very sweet but I want him to be more dominating... for him to take control and be a lot rougher with me."

"Well, that's not so bad, hunny," Sandra said, "At least that's something he can work on rather than anything physical."

Megan paused for a moment, she was tipsy but not too under the influence, "What do you mean... physical?"

"Well, you know. If he doesn't last long."

Gemma took a sip of wine and interjected, "Yeah or his dick is too small."

Megan was squirming in her chair now. She looked at her glass of wine, "I don't know, I mean maybe... Does size matter?"

"Yes," Gemma and Sandra said at the same time. The cat was out of the bag now and Megan no longer saw any reason to hold anything back.

"His dick is pretty small and he can only last 5 minutes or so"

"Well, that's your answer, sis," Gemma said reassuringly, "Bigger is better, that's why I only sleep with black guys."

Megan looked up to find her mum agreeing, "They're also more dominant and have loads more stamina."

"Yeah, way more," Gemma said, "I met this African guy at the club last week, I took him back to mine and we had sex all night, I was sore down there for three days."

"Really? Three days?!" Megan was shocked by this revelation. She never talked about sex with her mum or sister, she always felt embarrassed.

"I had this Tinder date the next evening. He thought he was going to get some but there was no way, I could barely walk." Sandra and Gemma started laughing.

"Was he black too, I'm guessing?"

"Nah he was a white guy, I only casually see black guys. He's nice, I'm seeing him again next Saturday."

"Are you going to tell him, you know... about the black guys you're seeing," Megan was shocked about how slutty her once conservative sister had become.

"Maybe eventually" Gemma replied, "That's the dream. A nice husband who won't protest if you get some BBC on the side!"

Megan was speechless while Sandra and Gemma howled with laughter, "No guy would put up with that!"

"You'd be surprised, the more submissive men will put up with plenty... especially if they love you," Sandra said.

Megan stared at the table before looking at her mum and sister, "Well, Alex wouldn't. He wouldn't allow me to be with another man."

"He might if he thought you'd leave him if he doesn't improve his performance," Sandra suggested.

"Even if he does he'll still have a tiny dick though." Gemma quipped.

"Hey! It's not tiny! It's just...modest"

"Well, you need to talk to him about it, Megan, it's a strain on your relationship," Sandra said in a motherly tone.

On the bus ride home, Megan reviewed her conversation at lunch. She was in disbelief about her older sister's sexual adventures and her attitude toward dating white men but having sex with black men. She thought about her mother's sexual preferences too and recalled many times over the years of hearing her having sex with one of her black lovers. The volume of her mother's pleasure was a glaring contrast to the lack of her own. 'What is a BBC?' Megan thought to herself. She was the only one at the table not to get the reference and reached into her purse and pulled out her phone, *Google Images: BBC*

Megan's jaw dropped at the results of endless pictures of enormous black cocks, some of them were close-ups, some mirror selfies, and some of them had white girls measuring them using their forearms. Megan couldn't believe what she was seeing they were many times the size of Alex. She could feel the excitement build in her stomach. Megan continued to scroll through the pictures and as she did her pussy began to ache as if it was begging to be filled.

Megan had to do something, the urge could not be contained. She looked around the bus to make sure all the seats around her were empty. When the coast was clear she sat up pulled her underwear down just before her knees and began to masturbate right there on the bus, she didn't care. Megan couldn't believe how wet she was and had never felt so horny in her life, she was determined to have an orgasm no matter who noticed. She switched to videos and browsed what was to offer amazed by how many amateur videos there were and they were all white girls happily sucking and fucking BBC on camera. Megan found one with a girl who looked similar to her and clicked on it turning the volume low she watched this young woman naked on her hands and sucking her black lover's cock, Megan began to rub her clit more vigorously. She could feel her mouth salivate at the sight of the black man's cock and how much a bigger member must feel in her mouth.

From out of the frame another black man appeared naked and erect and thrust his cock balls deep inside the girl's pussy, she arched her back and moaned in pleasure. Megan decided she would climax as the girl in the video did and began to time her strokes accordingly as she did she could feel her whole body warm up and begin to tingle. She sank lower and lower into the seat as the girl in the video moaned as best she could while being throat fucked. Megan dropped her phone onto the floor, she was close and did not care. She was having this orgasm and no one was stopping her. By now she had three fingers inside of herself, which was much thicker than her boyfriend's girth. She pushed her knees into the back of the seat in front of her bit her lip and sank into bliss pulling her knees apart ripping her underwear which was still around her thighs.

As Megan's climax settled she sat upright and wiped her soaking fingers on her dress. Her ripped underwear was on the floor. She decided to leave it there for someone to find and wonder what happened to its owner. The orgasm was the most intense she ever had and she wanted more... much more, "I need BBC," Megan said under her breath.