tease and denial

Book #139 ******* I've felt all along that Suzanna has an 'end date' in mind as she has continued to say that when Spring gets here that we're going to take a harder look at things. There's been other times she's said 'after things with Paul' and last night she seemed to share more of the way...

Book #137 ******* Thanksgiving was a bit more somber this year with everyone well aware that this is the first time the ****** has got together since the funeral, and being without the 'head of the ******'. At the same time, it was also very nice to be with everyone for a special occasion...

Book #136 ******* We made love several times last weekend including one time her climbing up on top and riding me until I felt her wetness dripping down my cock and balls as she came many times before rolling herself off of me and lying spread and then telling me, "now it’s your turn". We had...

Book #135 ****** The weather has been messing up Paul's golf and while she didn't come right out and say it I feel she is a bit pissed that she is playing second fiddle and having him dictating their schedule. However, at the same time, while she didn't straight out ask me, she did say that...

Book #134 ****** Well, no other way to put it than I've just watched him fuck the life out of my wife. She was almost motionless by the time I watched him push into her one last time and I heard him finally let out the sound I think I was waiting, may have even wanted, or dare I say, almost...

Book #133 ****** Early yesterday morning we got a call that woke us up from sleeping and it was her sister who said their father had either taken a fall or something had happened when he was up at night. Either way he is in the hospital and they aren't sure he will pull through due to damage...

Book #132 ****** She's texted me to let me know she is on her way home now from the mall and says it's too nice out to be shopping any longer. While she was out I went in to get washed up and took a shower. I had some new thoughts while I was in there and just had to put them into words while...

Book #131 ****** She's gone off to shop right now so I have some time to myself and to get a few thoughts written down. I have to say that there's a newfound feeling of easiness between us. At one point last night she mentioned that she could see how it could turn me on, my knowing that...

7 ****** When I walked into the bedroom Veronica and Jeannie, both naked, were sitting up on the bed, their backs against the headboard. Neither of them looked up to acknowledge my presence but I was quite certain that both of them knew that I had come into the room. My laptop computer was...

Book #129 ****** She is taking off this afternoon to go spend it and likely early this evening with him. She already announced yesterday, during dinner with our ********, that she won't be home for dinner tonight. I knew it was coming but still got me hard to hear her share this last night...

Book #128 ****** Well, she has given this a lot more thought in its entirety than I had anticipated. Last night during our weekly fun, she revealed some things that I told her that made me concerned that might be more than I would want or enjoy. She calmed my concerns as we talked but I am...

6. ******* We sat together quietly. After a few minutes, the moment passed. None of us was very skilled at genuine intimacy and I started to worry that the situation was about to become awkward. I thought for a moment and then I smiled, I knew exactly what to do. I slipped off the couch and...

Book #126 ****** We did have sex last night; it was at her suggestion if I was 'in the mood' and when I looked at her she said, "Yes, with you silly". She told me that she feels good about us and that with her not seeing Paul this weekend she had herself in the mood. It started the way we...

Book 124 ******* We talked more last night before, during and after our usual routine. I told her again how I wasn't sure I was ready for something that seemed like a big-step and she said she understood my concerns but that she still thinks it will be something that works for me. She opened...

Book 122 ******* The weekend panned out somewhat similar to others we’ve had with Paul being here, but Suzanna didn't insist I watch from her perspective. We had actually talked about it and I told her that it was very arousing to see but that I also liked, very much, standing behind or being...

Book 116 ******* I guess I’ll start by relating the weekend by recalling what got to me the most and turned me on as well, which is pretty much what I knew was going to happen so, in some ways, it wasn't a surprise. Suzanna and I pretty much skied together most of the time while Paul, who is...