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How did you ever got cucked or traumatized (or both) ?

In what ways did women hurt, traumatize or fuck you over in previous or current relationships ? And how did it contribute to you being into anti-white, pro-black or disillusioned nationalists.

I see many people on here and other websites who are actually national socialists or ethno-nationalists who became disillusioned with western white women.

It's just fucking mind-blowing how you can do self development for 20 years, handsome and rich and alot of liberal white women will simply prefer a poor immigrant over you simply because of skin color and brainwashing.

I also noticed that certain ethnicities/races have certain inherent behaviours and western women are liberal and socialist by nature.....Dutch women are liberal or socialist (mostly both) like 95%. Same for Swedish women....lets say I understand the frustration of these right wing/nationalist/traditionalist sphere.

If you are alpha white and nationalist you won't get any white pussy unless it's for money without money you would be the incel version of Andrew Tate.

I gave up after I realised that the destructive behaviour and self sabotage white western women are doing is in their nature.
 
For me it happened in two phases. The girl I was with during university cheated on me with a Black guy. After some months I found out that she was cheating on me with Black men from the start of our relationship (we were together almost 6 years). After that I get into my current relationship and she cheated on me as well with several Black guys. So I just accepted that I can never measure to the superior Black men and I am only good at being a cuckold and provider...
 
For me it happened in two phases. The girl I was with during university cheated on me with a Black guy. After some months I found out that she was cheating on me with Black men from the start of our relationship (we were together almost 6 years). After that I get into my current relationship and she cheated on me as well with several Black guys. So I just accepted that I can never measure to the superior Black men and I am only good at being a cuckold and provider...
Good thing you accepted that you will never make a women cum and accepted your role white men would be happier if they just accepted the fact that their dicklets aren’t enough to satisfy a women
 
Good thing you accepted that you will never make a women cum and accepted your role white men would be happier if they just accepted the fact that their dicklets aren’t enough to satisfy a women

As a white boi, I know I can’t satisfy a woman compared to black men. @Judgementkazzy What does ‘accept your role’ mean? What do you encourage whites to do? From your perspective, how should white bois submit to the superior black man?
 
As a white boi, I know I can’t satisfy a woman compared to black men. @Judgementkazzy What does ‘accept your role’ mean? What do you encourage whites to do? From your perspective, how should white bois submit to the superior black man?
Acknowledge that they can’t satisfy their women instead of pretend like they can, their role isn’t to fuck their wife simply because they can’t to a good job. Their role is to support their wives in getting bbc.
 
Acknowledge that they can’t satisfy their women instead of pretend like they can, their role isn’t to fuck their wife simply because they can’t to a good job. Their role is to support their wives in getting bbc.

What should the husband do to satisfy their own sexual needs? Where do they go for it?
 
Mine was in the army. She was seeing black behind my back till I caught her. She was sorry at first but was right back at it. She was having black soldiers from my own platoon at the house and right in front of me. She was making comments. It did progress when I got highter in rank with the guys openly coming to my office and telling me what they did and laughing. All the while our ******** was at home.
 
Good thing you accepted that you will never make a women cum and accepted your role white men would be happier if they just accepted the fact that their dicklets aren’t enough to satisfy a women
Yeah, it took me some time but I realised it in the end fortunately. And it's not even a question about being well endowed or not it's just a matter of fact: whitebois can't satisfy women, simple as that.
Plus I've been caged for quite some time now, and am allowed a ruined orgasm from time to time, just so I'm reminded what I'm missing out.
 
Yeah, it took me some time but I realised it in the end fortunately. And it's not even a question about being well endowed or not it's just a matter of fact: whitebois can't satisfy women, simple as that.
Plus I've been caged for quite some time now, and am allowed a ruined orgasm from time to time, just so I'm reminded what I'm missing out.
Good boi♠️
 
My first gf had a toxic friend who was a snowbunny. All this girl talked about was black guys. She went through 4 or 5 boyfriends every month in high school and every black guy could probably draw a map of her vaginal canal by memory. She was constantly trying to set up threesomes with her boyfriends by finding other girls to join them. She never got pregnant, but a few girls who she persuaded did. It was surreal seeing friends I had known for years grow a belly. By the time I was a junior, more girls were in interracial relationships than not.
We were chilling outside one day, and a black guy flipped up my gf's skirt right in front of me. I was stunned. Her friend was just laughing and they were talking about the color of her panties. I don't even remember what she was wearing. She didn't want to wear skirts to school from that point on, and I told her to tell the teachers, so she did. They called me into an office to talk to me about it because my gf told them I saw it happen. I told them what happened and the black guy got in trouble. Her friend confronted me about it and said her boyfriend would kick my ass, so I went to one of the teachers and told her that I lied for my gf. I said that he accidentally bumped into her and flipped her skirt, and that my gf overreacted. At this point, he was already suspended for it, so my gf and I were told we had to apologize for lying on him or we would get a day of ISS.
My gf was pissed, but I pretended I had no idea why they thought it was an accident.
It was around this point where I felt like everything was against me. All the other girls were going black, so in my head, it was only a matter of time before they got my gf. I confessed this to her friend and she was surprisingly compassionate, and she became super friendly to me. She showed me her twitter. Filled with BBC porn. She taught me about gooning, too. I started spending more time with her at school than with my gf. I told her I wanted her to talk my gf into cheating on me. She had already been doing that, but my gf always refused.
She would make her boyfriends flirt with my gf. I would just watch. She would react aggressively at first, but it became so commonplace that she would ignore it. A guy would walk by and grab her ass, and she would just ignore it. She would complain about it when we were alone, but she got to the point where she didn't care.
Eventually I got caught masturbating in the bathroom and got ISS for a few days. I didn't see her for those days, and I knew that she was alone out there being touched by those black guys. I had a breakdown and they sent me to talk to someone about mental health. I pretended it was because I got ISS, but it was actually because I was thinking about her cheating. Eventually, I got used to the idea and those moments became the highlights of my day. I was a senior when I finally confessed to her how I really felt. I told her that I wanted her to experience sex with a black guy before we graduated, but she said she wasn't going to do that. I would talk with her friend on the phone for hours creating these scenarios and coming up with ideas to get her blacked. Ironically, I was the one who introduced her friend to BNWO porn. She wasn't into it, but it gave her an idea. I just had to be willing to get beat up a bit. I was down, since getting beat up by a black guy had become my fetish at this point. So when we were at school, my gf was standing there normally, and her friend handed her a drink to hold while she hugged her boyfriend. Her friend tripped her and the drink spilled all over the boyfriend's shoes, staining it. He got super angry about it and grabbed my gf, and her friend was standing next to me giving me the signal we had agreed on earlier. I was supposed to push this guy and we were supposed to get in a fight. He'd hit me a couple times and demand recompense. When I was in the heat of the moment, I froze up. My balls were telling me I was ready to take my hits, but I was shaking and my brain stopped. Her boyfriend was shouting at my gf and I told him to leave her alone. Even as I said it, my voice cracked and I was embarrassed, but her boyfriend got the hint and let go of my gf to swing at me. I flinched and felt the punch. It wasn't so bad, but it hit me right in the nose and I fell down. He got on top of me and hit me a few more times. I got a nosebleed from that which I was proud of. The idea was to make me look like a bitch in front of my gf, and set up a recompense that she would have to pay. Her friend was already trying to find the perfect place for her boyfriend to fuck her without getting caught, but once push came to shove, my gf refused to do anything sexual with him. She broke up with me after that because she said I was too weird. I took it hard, but I really would have married her if she fucked him. She broke my mind.
 
Growing up, I had a series of relationships, starting at age 10, when my neighbor started sexually abusing me. At teh same time, my mom had divorced, and was demonstrating how badly she had wanted a girl instead of a boy, to the point of being emotionally abusive to me and my brother. Later he would turn to drugs. I turned to my neighbor, who proceeded to feminize me to a limited degree, and was having sex with me from age 10 until 14. It firmly rooted my desire to be a sissy in me, something I have struggled with until I accepted myself in my late teens, and I realized I was bisexual. I would have both male and female relationships into college.

When I was in high school, one of my few female relationships was a girlfriend who was actually one of the cheerleaders. To this day, I still do not know how I was able to land her. One day we were supposed to hang out at her house, but I get held up by work for a couple of hours. When I got there, she was on her back, her cheer-practice outfit was still on, and her panties were on the floor near her.

One of the black football players was fucking her, and she was begging him to cum in her, even though she always made me wear a condom. Neither of them knew I was there, as I was frozen in place, shocked, and just hurt. He asked about me, and she said she only wanted his cock from now on, and we were over with. It was how I found out she had been cheating on me for about 2 weeks with the guy. a 16-month relationship shot to hell by a black guy with a bigger dick.

She had evidently also told him I was tiny, and I was by maxing out at 4.5 inches, so word spread, and I was given the nickname "Shrimp" through graduation. Guys who had become lovers enjoyed the fact that I would take on the feminine role, and loved it when I would go more feminine and wore dresses. I guess I got more into it too, and loved being fucked while dressed fully en-femme. To begin it was white guys, and then as I relocated time and again, different races entered the picture, and I came to really enjoy black guys, just because of how much the demanded of me. They made me feel more feminine as I gave into them. I stayed part of that underground culture, staying hidden in the closet even through today, but I find my desire to be a woman has grown stronger, while my desire to be a man is falling off to near zero.

Now I wish my mom's wish had come true, I had been born a girl.
 
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